It's Friday

and I feel a million times better - we purchased some Mucinex D, and I could breathe today!! :) It's like magic! Anyway, I was reading through some bloggage from some of the best people in the world, and it inspired me to write. First of all, tattoos and bookstores make me feel better about life. I have four tattoos now (and have at least three more in idea form currently), and I-don't-know-how-many books, purchased from numerous wonderful bookstores, and quite frankly, that makes me feel more relaxed and satisfied with life.

There are things that make me feel less-than-satisfied, though. Part of me feels like a failure because I didn't go to college. Part of me thinks I'm wasting my time at my job. A super really huge part of me wants to move because I feel like we'll be able to give more of ourselves to our church. Part of me struggles with EXTREME laziness and an addiction to the TV. So I'm basically gliding along in life...not making many waves or big decisions or moves. And that drives me CRAZY. I know God has things in store for us, but my impatience ruins me. I do feel like I'm growing, but is it in the right way? Am I gaining good things in my spiritual life?

I don't know the answers to these questions. And I have to be ok with that. It's hard, but it's necessary. Right?

I bought four pairs of [cheap] shoes today, and that purchase may or may not have included a pair of heels [ooooooh...]. And I bought the Sara Bareilles CD. [She's amazing, btw.] Also, it looks like the boy's camping trip was changed to next weekend [thanks Dave!] so Paul will be able to attend. Hopefully, I will get to spend some amazing time with the land owner's wife [a.k.a Megan].

I turn 25 in 9 days. It's affecting me more than I thought it would. And now, I'm headed to bed. Good night, all...