HERE'S HOW YOU PLAY. ONCE YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO WRITE A BLOG OF TEN WEIRD, RANDOM THINGS, FACTS OR HABITS ABOUT YOURSELF. AT THE END, YOU CHOOSE TEN PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED, LISTING THEIR NAMES AND WHY YOU CHOSE THEM TO BE TAGGED. DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE THEM A COMMENT "YOU'RE IT" AND TO READ YOUR BLOG. YOU CAN'T TAG THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU. SINCE YOU CAN'T TAG THAT PERSON BACK, LET HIM OR HER KNOW WHEN YOU'VE POSTED YOUR BLOG SO HE OR SHE CAN READ YOUR ANSWERS.
(Although I'm not tagging 10 people because I don't have ten people to tag. Megan took them all.)
1. I have a true passion for pizza. I promise, I could eat it every day for both lunch and dinner (I'm not a cold pizza person, or I would add breakfast to that list).
2. My car has swinging vents in it - gotta love a Mazda. It's what sold me on the car. Seriously.
3. I bite my nails a lot, and it's not a nervous habit (much to my mother's chagrin).
4. My first job was at a thrift store in a ghetto suburb where the women who bought things (after bargaining with me to lower the price on a $.25 item) took the money out of their bras. I was 15.
5. I need a haircut. And Shana thinks I'm OCD over my hair. (I guess that's two, but whatever.)
6. I hate surprises. (This is dangerous to post, but I'm running low on random right now.)
7. Sunset roses are one of my favorite flowers, but I'm too cheap to ever buy them.
8. My step-dad is 7 years (or 8, depending on the time of year) younger than my mom. But you would never believe it. Ever. There's a few running jokes about it - "Hey Lori (my mom), when Dan (my step-dad) was graduating from junior high, you were pregnant with Lynn! HA!" Yeah, it's weird.
9. I collect snowmen.
10. Philippians is probably my favorite book of the Bible.
I'm tagging Becky (because I want to know more about her), Shane (because he'll hopefully have interesting answers), Sam (because I'm pretty sure she'll do it), Jen (although I think she's done this recently - and because I LOVE her randomness), and Marie (because I should know some random stuff about her before she moves back down here to the Ham).
2.29.2008
2.27.2008
It's 8:38am
and once again, I'm at home. I'm telling you - this sickness will be the death of me. Thanks be to God, I am feeling better. But the medicine that the doctor put me on (after sitting at the clinic for 3.5 hours) makes my head feel like it weighs 80 pounds and like I'm drunk. Hence, no driving. I feel like my supervisors think I'm a wuss, but I really don't care. I just know that if I went in, I'd end up leaving again because I wouldn't be able to focus on my computer screen. Plus, the headache is still there...it's the same one...just likes to come and go whenever it feels like it. The doctor was good, though...very thorough. He's new to me, but is the doctor for almost everyone in Paul's family, so I figured he was a good choice. He's also pretty up-to-date on new medicines and procedures, including heart-related stuff, which I need. It all worked out and my mom is now freaking out a bit less. Ah, mothers...they're crazy!
I feel like I need to be more productive in life, but I just don't care. I guess my laziness gets the better of me, and I don't want to change. I'm in this weird place in life...expecting God to move and do more in our lives, and yet, straying away from it because part of me doesn't want to change. Paul and I try to plan our lives so that no matter what we decide, God ultimately has the control and can change anything at any time. I like living my life that way, but my selfish, sinful nature takes me away from that a lot. I was trying to explain the CONSTANT battle that goes on in my head/heart to my mom yesterday - not the best idea. But it was good because I was really honest with her. Let me explain: a lot of times, when I'm talking to her about life here, Paul, his family, work, etc., it almost seems as if she sides with all things Alabama rather than really seeing my side of the story. And that pisses me off to high heaven. So I told her that yesterday - and she was (somewhat) understanding. I told her that sometimes, I just need her to be on my side and not anyone else's. (Once again, I guess that's selfish). And she said that I already have her on my side, and that she just tries to make me think along other lines. I told her that I'm ridiculously anal retentive about seeing things from all angles - that's what makes me so incomparably self-aware. Because it's true - whenever a thought enters my mind or a decision presents itself, I am constantly trying to see it from any and all angles. To a fault. But I guess I'd rather fault on that side than on the side of inconsistency and pure indulgence. Eh...who knows.
So now I have to turn the computer off because it's hurting my head. Like whoa.
I feel like I need to be more productive in life, but I just don't care. I guess my laziness gets the better of me, and I don't want to change. I'm in this weird place in life...expecting God to move and do more in our lives, and yet, straying away from it because part of me doesn't want to change. Paul and I try to plan our lives so that no matter what we decide, God ultimately has the control and can change anything at any time. I like living my life that way, but my selfish, sinful nature takes me away from that a lot. I was trying to explain the CONSTANT battle that goes on in my head/heart to my mom yesterday - not the best idea. But it was good because I was really honest with her. Let me explain: a lot of times, when I'm talking to her about life here, Paul, his family, work, etc., it almost seems as if she sides with all things Alabama rather than really seeing my side of the story. And that pisses me off to high heaven. So I told her that yesterday - and she was (somewhat) understanding. I told her that sometimes, I just need her to be on my side and not anyone else's. (Once again, I guess that's selfish). And she said that I already have her on my side, and that she just tries to make me think along other lines. I told her that I'm ridiculously anal retentive about seeing things from all angles - that's what makes me so incomparably self-aware. Because it's true - whenever a thought enters my mind or a decision presents itself, I am constantly trying to see it from any and all angles. To a fault. But I guess I'd rather fault on that side than on the side of inconsistency and pure indulgence. Eh...who knows.
So now I have to turn the computer off because it's hurting my head. Like whoa.
2.25.2008
It's 10:19pm
and I'm still awake and not feeling good. As I told Paul, I'm teetering between feeling really shitty and feeling fine, and that sucks. I left work around 2:00 today because my temperature was slowly rising and I had one of those kinds of headaches that felt as if my head was going to split wide open and my brain was going to fall out and make a huge, bloody mess. Sorry for the graphic-ness, but that's how it felt. And four Advil didn't help all that much - I still had to sleep for 3 hours when I got home to get it to remotely go away. I then had an awesome conversation with my brother - it lasted over an hour, and in case you were wondering, yes, we're both big talkers. Lol...
Paul went to prayer tonight, and just got home. I watched "The Jane Austen Book Club" and it was great. I'm hopefully going to the doctor tomorrow to see what's going on. And now, I'm still tired. Just as a note, my birthday sucked for the most part (for those of you who didn't know, it was yesterday). It was an emotional weekend to begin with (I was severely missing my family) and although church was great, the rest of the day was...not so great. I don't like making a big deal of birthdays at all, but the emotionalism of the weekend just ruined it for me. I got to see "27 Dresses" on Saturday, and that was good. Paul is an awesome husband, and tries really hard to empathize with me about being so far from home, and I was stupid and we fought about it. We're fine now, but it just messed things up yesterday. Oh, and his family is a bit crazy. So yeah...my faith in birthdays is diminishing rapidly. I guess that's what happens when you get older...
OK, my bed is calling. Love to all...
Paul went to prayer tonight, and just got home. I watched "The Jane Austen Book Club" and it was great. I'm hopefully going to the doctor tomorrow to see what's going on. And now, I'm still tired. Just as a note, my birthday sucked for the most part (for those of you who didn't know, it was yesterday). It was an emotional weekend to begin with (I was severely missing my family) and although church was great, the rest of the day was...not so great. I don't like making a big deal of birthdays at all, but the emotionalism of the weekend just ruined it for me. I got to see "27 Dresses" on Saturday, and that was good. Paul is an awesome husband, and tries really hard to empathize with me about being so far from home, and I was stupid and we fought about it. We're fine now, but it just messed things up yesterday. Oh, and his family is a bit crazy. So yeah...my faith in birthdays is diminishing rapidly. I guess that's what happens when you get older...
OK, my bed is calling. Love to all...
2.22.2008
I'm loathing
work today. People are annoying (because it's Friday), they're loud (and I've been dealing with a migraine all day) and one of my co-workers may very well die soon (because I might kill him). This week has been an overly-stressful week for me, and unfortunately, I don't have a good reason for it. I think I'm allowing myself to get stressed out more and more easily...I think I may need some "special" medicine (i.e. anti-anxiety). Like whoa. And for the first time in my life, I actually have somewhat of a break-out on my face. Ugh.
On a more positive note, I was so uplifted and encouraged by Jen today. Her self-awareness is so great (and makes me feel like I'm not so weird) and the calling that her and Alan have on their lives is awesome. The best part is that they're walking out their faith for their future and the future of a very special little boy - William. I'm so proud of them for being who they are and not being ashamed of what God has called them to do. It makes me think about my life, and how I need to be pushed to move in the right direction sometimes. God is so good, and I need to live that.
Only 4 more hours of work...only 4...the time on these posts is way off...
On a more positive note, I was so uplifted and encouraged by Jen today. Her self-awareness is so great (and makes me feel like I'm not so weird) and the calling that her and Alan have on their lives is awesome. The best part is that they're walking out their faith for their future and the future of a very special little boy - William. I'm so proud of them for being who they are and not being ashamed of what God has called them to do. It makes me think about my life, and how I need to be pushed to move in the right direction sometimes. God is so good, and I need to live that.
Only 4 more hours of work...only 4...the time on these posts is way off...
2.19.2008
I love my husband
but this class may be the death of us. HA! JK. But seriously...the class is called Current Issues in Theology, and it's pretty intense. He has to write a paper every week, be involved in a threaded discussion online with the people in the class, lots of research, etc., and I think he may be getting a tad overwhelmed. He's currently doing research for a paper about who the Holy Spirit is, and he's reading some of the stuff he's found out loud to me, and it's making my head hurt. LOL. Hopefully, it will turn out the way he wants. But if you find a minute, prayers for Paul would be great!
I don't know why, but I'm in a blogging mood lately. I guess now that I'm feeling better, my mind is more clear and my heart is lighter. Kinda. I went back to the gym today for the first time in two weeks, and although I know I'm going to be sore tomorrow, it felt really good. I was really proud of myself because even though I've been out of the groove for two weeks, I was still able to do 50 minutes of cardio without feeling like I was going to die. :) I'm learning (finally) that being happy with who I am is really the start of being happy in general. I've really hated on myself for my weight, but whether from weariness or from inspiration, I've decided that if I'm careful with what I eat (moderation) and I exercise when I can, then that's really all I can do. And I'm ok. Whoop.
So tattoo addiction may really a problem for me. Not really, but maybe. I just think they're an amazing expression and a beautiful art form, even if people get really dumb tattoos. I'm watching LA Ink right now, and a guy just got a tattoo of a Buddha on his stomach, to the point where his belly button was the Buddha's belly button. It's ridiculous, but still a personal expression of who he is. Not many art forms can say or do that in my opinion.
I am severely addicted to Solitare Race on AOL games. It's bad.
And Paul is still reading to me...my brain...is slowly turning...to mush. ;)
I don't know why, but I'm in a blogging mood lately. I guess now that I'm feeling better, my mind is more clear and my heart is lighter. Kinda. I went back to the gym today for the first time in two weeks, and although I know I'm going to be sore tomorrow, it felt really good. I was really proud of myself because even though I've been out of the groove for two weeks, I was still able to do 50 minutes of cardio without feeling like I was going to die. :) I'm learning (finally) that being happy with who I am is really the start of being happy in general. I've really hated on myself for my weight, but whether from weariness or from inspiration, I've decided that if I'm careful with what I eat (moderation) and I exercise when I can, then that's really all I can do. And I'm ok. Whoop.
So tattoo addiction may really a problem for me. Not really, but maybe. I just think they're an amazing expression and a beautiful art form, even if people get really dumb tattoos. I'm watching LA Ink right now, and a guy just got a tattoo of a Buddha on his stomach, to the point where his belly button was the Buddha's belly button. It's ridiculous, but still a personal expression of who he is. Not many art forms can say or do that in my opinion.
I am severely addicted to Solitare Race on AOL games. It's bad.
And Paul is still reading to me...my brain...is slowly turning...to mush. ;)
2.16.2008
2.15.2008
It's Friday
and I feel a million times better - we purchased some Mucinex D, and I could breathe today!! :) It's like magic! Anyway, I was reading through some bloggage from some of the best people in the world, and it inspired me to write. First of all, tattoos and bookstores make me feel better about life. I have four tattoos now (and have at least three more in idea form currently), and I-don't-know-how-many books, purchased from numerous wonderful bookstores, and quite frankly, that makes me feel more relaxed and satisfied with life.
There are things that make me feel less-than-satisfied, though. Part of me feels like a failure because I didn't go to college. Part of me thinks I'm wasting my time at my job. A super really huge part of me wants to move because I feel like we'll be able to give more of ourselves to our church. Part of me struggles with EXTREME laziness and an addiction to the TV. So I'm basically gliding along in life...not making many waves or big decisions or moves. And that drives me CRAZY. I know God has things in store for us, but my impatience ruins me. I do feel like I'm growing, but is it in the right way? Am I gaining good things in my spiritual life?
I don't know the answers to these questions. And I have to be ok with that. It's hard, but it's necessary. Right?
I bought four pairs of [cheap] shoes today, and that purchase may or may not have included a pair of heels [ooooooh...]. And I bought the Sara Bareilles CD. [She's amazing, btw.] Also, it looks like the boy's camping trip was changed to next weekend [thanks Dave!] so Paul will be able to attend. Hopefully, I will get to spend some amazing time with the land owner's wife [a.k.a Megan].
I turn 25 in 9 days. It's affecting me more than I thought it would. And now, I'm headed to bed. Good night, all...
There are things that make me feel less-than-satisfied, though. Part of me feels like a failure because I didn't go to college. Part of me thinks I'm wasting my time at my job. A super really huge part of me wants to move because I feel like we'll be able to give more of ourselves to our church. Part of me struggles with EXTREME laziness and an addiction to the TV. So I'm basically gliding along in life...not making many waves or big decisions or moves. And that drives me CRAZY. I know God has things in store for us, but my impatience ruins me. I do feel like I'm growing, but is it in the right way? Am I gaining good things in my spiritual life?
I don't know the answers to these questions. And I have to be ok with that. It's hard, but it's necessary. Right?
I bought four pairs of [cheap] shoes today, and that purchase may or may not have included a pair of heels [ooooooh...]. And I bought the Sara Bareilles CD. [She's amazing, btw.] Also, it looks like the boy's camping trip was changed to next weekend [thanks Dave!] so Paul will be able to attend. Hopefully, I will get to spend some amazing time with the land owner's wife [a.k.a Megan].
I turn 25 in 9 days. It's affecting me more than I thought it would. And now, I'm headed to bed. Good night, all...
2.12.2008
It's Tuesday
and once again, I'm sick. You know...I have never been as sickly as I am now and I believe it's because of my stupid job. I was discussing this with my supervisors before I got sick. I think it circulates through our air vents or something crazy. But man...I'm so over being sick. Ugh. Thank God I haven't gotten the flu or anything (knowing my luck, that will come later). Maybe I'm allergic to the office...
Anyway, life is good...here's a list of randomness for you:
1. Church is so great. Everytime we're there, we're continually reminded of the awesomeness that is Safe Harbor. The drive is killer sometimes, though, and I'm lazy...not a good combo.
2. I watched "Rent" today...I'm so ready for the play...it's going to be so much better. April 25th, baby...
3. I actually like American Idol. I'm watching it right now.
4. Paul started school this week - he's taking online courses right now through Crown College. His first class has something to do with issues in theology or something...I don't know. He seems interested, so that's all that matters. However, I was really looking forward to us having two laptops so we wouldn't be fighting over one, but the older one died on us a month or so ago. This school thing may be great for Paul, but it may suck for me. I'm selfish.
5. I've actually thought about college a lot lately. I wonder if it's something I need to do...
6. I love to cook. I made banana bread today and it is so good. I'm pumped about it.
7. Valentine's Day is so overrated, but I find myself sad that we won't really be doing anything for it this year. I'm such a sap.
8. I want a new car so badly. And it's not going to happen.
9. I'm so ready to move, it is ridiculous. That may happen, but who knows when...
10. My parents are coming to visit on Feb 29th for the weekend. I'm ready for it. I'm just glad it worked out because otherwise, I would have had to wait until May. I think the guys from church were planning on camping that weekend, but Paul has graciously said he would hang out with my parents instead. He loves me...
11. My head feels like it weighs 80 pounds. UGH. And UGH again.
I'm going to eat more banana bread...and watch my favorite night of television - AI, House and LA Ink. Whoop whoop...
Anyway, life is good...here's a list of randomness for you:
1. Church is so great. Everytime we're there, we're continually reminded of the awesomeness that is Safe Harbor. The drive is killer sometimes, though, and I'm lazy...not a good combo.
2. I watched "Rent" today...I'm so ready for the play...it's going to be so much better. April 25th, baby...
3. I actually like American Idol. I'm watching it right now.
4. Paul started school this week - he's taking online courses right now through Crown College. His first class has something to do with issues in theology or something...I don't know. He seems interested, so that's all that matters. However, I was really looking forward to us having two laptops so we wouldn't be fighting over one, but the older one died on us a month or so ago. This school thing may be great for Paul, but it may suck for me. I'm selfish.
5. I've actually thought about college a lot lately. I wonder if it's something I need to do...
6. I love to cook. I made banana bread today and it is so good. I'm pumped about it.
7. Valentine's Day is so overrated, but I find myself sad that we won't really be doing anything for it this year. I'm such a sap.
8. I want a new car so badly. And it's not going to happen.
9. I'm so ready to move, it is ridiculous. That may happen, but who knows when...
10. My parents are coming to visit on Feb 29th for the weekend. I'm ready for it. I'm just glad it worked out because otherwise, I would have had to wait until May. I think the guys from church were planning on camping that weekend, but Paul has graciously said he would hang out with my parents instead. He loves me...
11. My head feels like it weighs 80 pounds. UGH. And UGH again.
I'm going to eat more banana bread...and watch my favorite night of television - AI, House and LA Ink. Whoop whoop...
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