I am so sick of being sick all the freaking time. This is one of the main reasons I hate Alabama. I NEVER had allergy problems in Illinois. Boo. It's as if I'm drowning because of the drainage, and I can't sleep at night because I can't breathe. Ugh. Ugh again.
But I cooked today...I made a White Chicken Spinach lasagna that we'll be able to eat for the next little while. I'm ready for it. I can smell it right now sitting here...thank you Jesus for food. I asked Paul the other day whether or not my passion for food is a bad thing. He said that as long as my passions don't take me away from the things that should be my main focus, then it's ok. I just love food...I love tasting it, cooking it, playing with recipes, etc. I think some of my weight issues have to do with this love, but I'm still trying to work on that. Ugh with that...weight issues are horrible and stressing. We watched stupid America's Biggest Loser last night, and it just made me feel like crap about myself. One of the girls on there weighs less than I do...does that mean I should get onto a show like that? GEEEZ...
I want to have more good days than bad days, and it's just not happening...I think it might have something to do with the weather. (insert sad smiley face here)
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I am so feeling the hatred of drainage. I got the drainage...
And don't worry about your weight, please! You look great! There is no reason to go on the Biggest whatever show. No reason! My theory (taken with a grain of salt, since I am a big girl too): Eat right most of the time- veggies are our friends; exercise when you can; Do what you need to do to feel good about yourself, but never measure yourself against another person. Especially people on TV... for what ever reason they are there (unless they are on COPS because they have broken the law doing something idiotic. You can feel good about yourself then).
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